Tossed like a wave
Hmmm, so where to begin? I grew up Catholic and transitioned into another Christian denomination, and I have always believed in God. My spiritual struggles in life are having to resist the world and follow God's plan for me rather than my own. I am tempted by sin and fall prey to it a lot, despite me knowing that it causes harm to me and/or others. It's a battle between one part of my mind and another part of my mind. I am somewhat insensitive to influences that say not to believe in God because I am deeply engrained in science (chemistry, medicine, biology, mathematics) and all I see is how mankind is slowly coming to figure out what God has already made eternities ago. The more I learn, the more I believe. I mean, the human body is the most incredible example of God's power and wisdom, an amazing feat. It's so perfectly designed and sculpted, capable of doing an infinite amount of things, and only seldom do things go wrong. The bad thing is when this knowledge I have becomes an obstacle to me getting close to God. I guess it will be a life long struggle, but hey, that's what makes life interesting I guess.